31 March 2012

thanks to you my no longer friend :)

I once said that whoever make me smile and we'll be friends forever, 
be mean to me -- i'll return the favor.

yeah, u. 
the one who broke my trust. 
thanks to u
fyi, u're no longer my friend. 
i hope u know. :)




she gives me a good reason to not friends with her again. :)

24 March 2012

to those who read this

i just wanna say

good day
to those who read this
have a nice day
to those who make us happy
good luck
to those who are struggling in 
final exam, final semester, final project

don't worry, be happy
coz i know that


never stop praying, 
always believe that you can, 
and be thankful. 

:)

27 February 2012

this is some of what i keep inside..


Everyone sees who I appear to be,
but only a few know the real me,
you only see what I choose to show,
there's so much behind my smile you just don't know.

Did it surprise you that I am not who you thought I was?
Did it surprise you to find that I don't exactly stand for what you thought I stood for all along?
Did it surprise you to find that I'm not exactly how I played myself out to be?
That the person you thought I was is actually nothing to what I am.

"Thank God" for those people that question everything.

Sorry if you can't define me,
sorry that I speak my mind,
Sorry if I don't fake it,
Sorry if I come too real,
(from now on) I'll never hide what I really feel.

to be truth,
sometimes people just can't see other people happy with their life. 

21 February 2012

say hello to me. the great spoiler. Yay!


yeah. again.
me.
A complete package
a jerk and a spoiler.
great huh?

ha ha ha.
great story of mine
shame on me...

20 February 2012

the untold story of the spoiler

me,
just the same person,
who always make the same mistakes,
over and over and over again.

me,
a pathetic person,
even me myself get bored of my same mistakes.

me,
the spoiler,
the good one,
and always be :)

my life is just one big heavy sigh
like now
SIGH*


"I smile and act like nothing is wrong.
Its called putting shit aside and acting strong. :)"
 

31 January 2012

last resort..



kalian,
kalian yang kenal akan diri aku
yang telah bersama diri ini dari lahir sehingga waktu ini
yang pernah mengumpul waktu dengan aku
yang bernama keluarga, saudara, rakan, guru

kalian,
aku mahu kalian tahu
aku hargai setiap waktu dengan kalian
aku sayangkan kalian 
mahu hidup kalian diberkati sehingga akhir hayat

kalian,
maaf dan terima kasih 
atas segala salah dan silap
atas segala jasa baik kalian
atas segala pengorbanan kalian
atas waktu-waktu kalian


sungguh aku rindu waktu bersama kalian.
terima kasih atas memori kalian. :')


30 January 2012

That's how it is, that's how we are



The truth is
I really don't want you to seeing me like this
But even i can't always laugh
Like a clown

Get wet on rainy days, dry off on sunny days
It's a given you'll be shivering on cold days
Forget it on the next day, and and windy days, I'll try flying
That's how it is

You never cried
But you're really weak
When someone looks at you
When they're kind to you
You may feel like crumbling, but

Get wet on rainy days, dry off on sunny days
It's a given you'll be shivering on cold days
Forget it on the next day and and windy days, I'll try flying
That's how we are, see?

Go cry
Go smile
It's something good to do to live as you want
I'm on your side
Your life is all yours
So don't let other people force you to be good
Be kind to yourself

Get wet on rainy days, dry off on sunny days
It's a given you'll be shivering on cold days
Forget it on the next day, and and windy days, I'll try flying 
So
Freeze on snowy days, get scared of the thunder
You can see really well on days when the moon is out
Forget it on the next day, and and windy days, I'll try flying
That's how it is, that's how we are

15 January 2012

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thank you and have a nice day fellas :)

all..


just in case,
if something happen to me.

i'm sorry.
sorry everyone for my mistakes.
for my past mistakes.
for all of my wrongdoing to u all.
i'm sorry for everything that i've done. 

before its too late to seek for ur forgiveness..



"minta dihalalkan makan dan minumku."
amin.

14 January 2012

complicated



Sometimes,

you just can't tell anybody how you really feel.
not because you don't know why,
not because you don't know your purpose,
not because you don't trust them.

But because you can't find
the right words to make them
UNDERSTAND.