anonymous

Sometimes, 

I wish I was an anonymous.

Being transparent.

So that

nobody will get to know me,

nobody will get hurt because of me,

nobody will expect me for something.

I wish I have a guide book,

just to show me

what is the next step,

what should I do,

what is the best thing

I have to do

for every little thing. 

all..

just in case,

if something happen to me.

i'm sorry.

sorry everyone for my mistakes.

for my past mistakes.

for all of my wrongdoing to u all.

i'm sorry for everything that i've done. 

before its too late to seek for ur forgiveness..

"minta dihalalkan makan dan minumku."

amin.

hoping for a better life

I've made mistakes in my life.

I've let people take advantage of me,

and i accepted way less than i deserve.

But, i've learned from my bad choices

and even though there are somethings that i can never get back

and people who will never be sorry,

i'll know better next time and

i wont settle for anything less than i deserve.

the question is who?

There's a story behind every person.

There's a reason why they are the way the are.

They are'nt just like that because they want to.

Something in the past created them,

and its not a matter of what can fix it,

but WHO.

.

tired

There's a point in life

when u get tired

of chasing everyone

and trying to fix everything.

But it's not giving up.

It's realizing that 

u don't need certain people

and their crap.

yeah!

ragam

semester akhir,

yang macam-macam.

. sedih . senyum . hambar . ketawa .

ragam semuanya.

hampa

manusia,

senangnya diajak berhibur,

namun,

sukarnya diajak beramal.

sungguh,

aku kecewa.